Many things happened, this is just a sort of update for the people who MIGHT care (idk if any exist):

-Hypersonus is no more. Which sucks. When I found it, it felt like home to me. I got taught things in music production that would have taken months and months of more work to get the hang of if it wasnt for that awesome community. I see and understand why it happened, its depressing but ig we will have to move on. Wishing everyone who was there and loved it as much as I did nothing but the best, yall are awesome.

-Regarding my song drowning: Its as I said, a very emotional piece and it really really made me so, so happy seeing how well it was recieved. Thanks to everyone who cared enough to listen, vote and even gave feedback or let me listen to their thoughts about the piece. Its always the best seeing your work move and matter to other people. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Im pretty sure that what moved me to make that song is now getting worse, and looking into the future brings me hardly anything but distress. Past 3 weeks were hell and some stuff got better, but new things took the place of old problems. I wish I could share more positive news, but rn I am kinda just existing, stuck overthinking the same stuff over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again.

Working 45hr/week, + endless music rehersals leave me barely any free time to pursue this hobby. I really want to keep exploring the musical niche of amen breaks, ambient and unconventional sound designs since it feels like home to me. Hopefully ill be able to make a song once in a while, but dont expect too much from me in the coming months. Also workin on finishing up the last few leftover garageband IDs, maybe releases within the next 2 weeks (they are mid).

Thank you for everyone who cared and cares about all of this, ill try to keep making updates. Stay strong, stay hopeful and dont forget that you will never be alone.